For Ava

Ava's Little Universe

The girl with a book in one hand, a matcha in the other, and approximately zero confidence in time-zone mathematics.

Built by the slowest typer she knows.

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Ava
Ava, according to Ava

A person who is
always evolving.

Thoughtful, emotionally intuitive, frank, and quietly running the whole time she insists walking is better. Here's her, in fragments — though she's much more than a list.

ReaderWater person Matcha-dependentCancer · Scorpio · Scorpio SwiftieWalker who occasionally runs Keeper of good energyEnvironmentalist Professional user of "cute"
"Only good energy."tap for another Ava-ism
A few quirks I love
  • The matcha thing (do not spill it — someone learned this the hard way)
  • Always clean before bed — how else will the skin be soft?
  • Feels everything at full volume, and has "a lot to give"
  • "omg," "cute," "silly," "hehe" — 103 omgs and counting
  • Walking > running. Non-negotiable.
The Ava constellation

Everything that orbits her

Tap a star.

Pick a star ✦

Each one holds something she loves.

Ava's Book of Books

The reading journal, digitized.

She reads enough for both of us. One book a week is the goal. Add what she's reading, rate it, keep the quotes she loves. It all saves to this browser.

0 books this year · goal: 52

Matcha log

Field notes on the good stuff.

A huge matcha may be required today. Blueberry matcha, she maintains, is the best. Log every cup.

Ava's Mathematical Emergency Center

For every number that has personally wronged her.

Time zones, restaurant bills, and pages-per-day. Mr. Logical Libra is standing by.

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Angel-number mode

The plot so far

From tacos to 4:44.

It technically began with interview notes.

June 5–9

The days we forgot to sleep.

Somewhere between ordinary updates, Taylor Swift debates, angel numbers, and refusing to go to sleep — the conversation stopped feeling casual.

3:33
"That's why I don't feel anxious when I text u."Ava · June 9, 4:55 PM
"Which is very nice for a change."Ava · one message later

Both of them kept trying to end it. Both of them kept failing.

"Yes I'm also liking to get to know u too."and then, a beat later —
"Now I'm feeling shy."Ava
"I like shy."Yash

Got u.

2,046 messages were exchanged on June 9 alone. Neither of them meant to.

Make the wish
4:44
Our chat in numbers

The receipts.

Every figure counted from the real archive. Nothing invented.

0
messages exchanged
0
on June 9 alone
0
words on June 9
0
heart emojis

Cute vs. Lit: the great linguistic divide

"cute" (Ava)
75
"lit" (Yash)
15
"omg" (Ava)
103
"silly" (Ava)
22

She says "omg" 103 times. He says "lit" 15. The data does not lie.

The charts

Water, air, and a suspicious amount of Leo.

Ava

Cancer Sun · Scorpio Moon · Scorpio Rising

Water, intuition, depth, loyalty, and emotional intensity. Feels everything at full volume, then journals about it.

Yash

Libra Sun · Leo Moon · Leo Rising

Air, openness, partnership, warmth — and a healthy amount of overthinking. The logical Libra, allegedly.

Cancer and Libra both care deeply about connection; they just express it differently — her in depth, him in warmth. Astrology is interpretive and mostly for fun, but the fun part checks out.

Walking still better

Walks we've taken, walks still owed.

Running is negotiable. Walking is better. 8.3 km, 11,862 steps, one Berkeley night — and a five-week streak to protect.

Gallery

Us, mostly out of focus.

The last page

Hey Ava,

I know you like things personalised, so this is what I could come up with. I'm a slow typer, so you know it took a while — but I hope you liked it.

I'm so glad we started the way we did. I'm enjoying getting to know you every single day. We both found each other when, lowkey, all hope felt lost, and I couldn't be more grateful that this grew so organically. We both know this is going to be something great, and I'm so excited to see it through.

We barely knew each other a couple of months ago, and now I feel like you know me so well I could trust you with anything and everything. You're so quirky and I love it. You're full of life and jokes and positivity and it's absolutely adorable, bhai.

I don't wanna be too cringe — that's your job. Just know that I'm beyond grateful for you, and so glad we walked into each other's lives when we did. I feel like the luckiest guy alive right now.

We don't even have that many memories or experiences together yet, but it feels like a ton, because every moment with you has felt so heavy in the best way.

Can't wait to see you so soon. mwah

— Yash
Got u. ❤️